I remind myself that I'm human, pains and all. I am not sure where my pain comes from, but I would love for it to return. I know that my breakthrough is coming, though I can't see how, I trust. I believe God, I believe that through it all, it will be alright. Even if he doesn't do it, I know that he can. Ultimately, that's more important to me, that I don't lose faith, that I don't lose hope, and know He has me in his hands. Through it all.
-Pastor A. T.